Well today was rather...different.
For the first time in my little life I sat on a bus. (sad..i know) There was trackwork so yea.
What should have been a 30mintue train ride took well over 90mintues. The buses are stuffy, too many passengers not enough seat, the young people dont stand for the old, the driver didnt actually know where he was going so at one stage he had to pull over and look at the street directory at which point the whole bus cracked up laughing, a good samartian guided the driver to the train station.
Conculsion = Never sitting on a bus again =D
Okiee enough rant about buses.
For all the choclate lovers out there...check out Max Brenners choclate house, just a normal cafe except everything is choclate, the place even smells and looks like choclate (the walls are choclate coloured =D)
Moving on today I actually accepted that half the things I have done and am doing is because of my own insecurities but who is one to say that they are secure, insecurities make you see both sides of life, insecurities is just like fear, its a survival instinct and should be used as one. They make you question and at the end appreciate what you have.
I can now honestly say that I am comfortable in my own skin, its taken alot of time...14 years but I am perfectly happy with the way my life is...things couldnt be better =D Its when you lose everything that your free to do anything. Just take life as it comes, shed a few tears and keep on smiling because thats all you can do, just be happy about the fact that things couldnt get any worse. And while your out having the time of your life..try to make someone else's life a little bit better as well =D
Dance like no-ones watches, love life you have never been hurt, sing like no-ones listening, live like its heaven on earth.
Ah enough rants...for now..
Luv ya'll